It's The Choices That We Choose

before midterm day.

2005-03-14 - 8:30 p.m.

So today was ok, i suppose.

Studied all morning. Then tried to send a package but it didnt work because they wouldnt let me use their tape. bastads. so i have to go back tomorrow. grr.

While going to class i called my mom. we got into a fight, because she was saying that i shouldnt be sleeping in the same hotel room with mike. you see, mike's mom is the coolest in the world and got us a hotel for 2 nights at the marriot, 2 miles away from cochella or something like that, for the nights of cochella. im waaaay stoked. plus its the freaking marriot, all high-class, and we got one with a king size bed. oh man, so excited. but she was saying i shouldnt be sleeping with him, etc. im like mom, im 20 years old, almost 21, you were knocked up by this age, basically. im obviously having sex, ive been dating this kid for over a year and he isnt gabe. geez. are you retarded?? but i didnt say that, but i did remind her of the fact that she is DEFINITELY not pure so she can shut up. whatever, she got mad, but i got her to get un-mad at me.

also i didnt get to eat much today so i was overly annoyed and agittaed come 5. especially after work, where my boss wasnt there but no one told me. i thought she was on a long lunch break or had a doctors appt, but no, she went home sick. so not until 330 did i find out, BY ASKING, that she wasnt there today. which sucked, because that means i had to do all of her work, in a LOT less time, AND my work. fucking lame. really. would be fine if someone would have told me, geez.

after that i just went and got santana's and studied. the studying has worked out well. i took self tests and i got either 100% on all of them or close to it. i know the stuff pretty well, and then again it IS communication, which is pretty easy in itself. probably the easiest major at state, im begining to think.

now im supposed to go over to mike's for a movie at 9:45 that i have to watch for my tfm class, and thats the only time i can go, etc. but i called him, to see if i could come over early, and OF COURSE he didnt pick up. i think i will head over there soon anyway, because i THINK that he might be watching a rockets basketball game. and if he is, neat, i want to watch.

ok, well im heading out. blah. wish me luck on my midterm tomorrow. i need it after my other two REALLY shitty midterms last week. geez... they were BAD.

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