It's The Choices That We Choose

weekend run down

2005-03-20 - 8:47 p.m.

First off… check out my items on ebay. http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZsh0rtyz22

And, in other news, the weekend so far has been pretty good, well parts of it.

Friday was good. It ended up being steak and blow job day (just a name guys…) basically guys version of v-day. So I took mike out for steak. It was expensive but I did get a deal because of my kpbs membership. I saved 12-16 bucks I think. And that’s pretty neat.

We went to target afterwards and I bought incredibles, because it was on sale, and I wanted to finish it. If any of you guys remember the drama with the first time mike and I tried to watch it, you will remember I only watched half of it in theaters. Anyway, we went back to his house and watched it.

In the morning we watched the special features, and then went to go get my car smogged. Of course, my car failed, and miserably. For example, it is only supposed to release 120 hydrocarbons or something in the air, yeah… mine releases 641. So, it is now labeled a gross polluter. GREAT! And in better news (sarcasm!) it isn't something as simple as spark plugs, but it has to do with sensors or my fuel injectors, and that isn't ever be cheap. Fantastic.

And supposedly, once I graduate I can get much better interest rates, so I might have to wait. I want to check it out though sometime over spring break and see what I would really get.

I talked to my mom and step dad about this, and my step dad said you should get a job? What the fuck? Do I NOT have a job? Oh yeah I DO. I could get another job, but then id have to drop out of school. If you want me to stay at a menial level job and struggle the rest of my life then fine. You fucker. And then he tried to hold the 63 bucks a month he pays on a loan of mine. Its not much, considering how most parents give their kids at least 1000 a month while in college. So fuck you. They don’t understand how hard it is to work, support yourself and go to school. Its like having a full-time job (school) and a part-time job on top of that. So fuck you, how would you EVER know. You wouldn’t.

So they made me cry last night, which sucked. I hadn’t cried in a long time. Grr.

After that I hung out with teddy and matt for awhile.

I had to pick mike up around 10, because I dropped him off, due to time constrictions. After that we went to my house, and watched facing windows. Or I watched half of it, he watched all of it. I fell asleep. I was REALLY tired. He made me feel a lot better and listened to my car bitching, which was good, because teddy was waaaaaay too self involved that night to even give a fuck. It’s a pretty stressful situation that I can’t control, and she made me feel like I'm this huge jerk for talking about it. Whatever.

Today, I have gone thrift store shopping which really ended up being vintage store shopping. Which means more expensive. So hopefully I sell these items, because I really would like money. And I would really like to even up to what I bought them for, otherwise, it’s a loss… and I need gains.

I need money bad guys! Grr.

Well I'm going to go, I have to take my car into the shop tomorrow and need mike to do me a favor and drive me to and from school/work tomorrow if my car is still in the shop. I think he gets off of work soon, so he should be calling me, because I told him to. Hah. But I might go over there, maybe not. If he needs space then no, but if he doesn’t, I might, because I doubt I will actually do reading for California history. I'm waiting for spring break to do that.

By the way, did you know you're supposed to wash your brush once a week? I haven’t washed mine since ever. I bought it freshmen year of college too. Eek. So I am washing it right now. Fun!

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