It's The Choices That We Choose

car crap

2005-03-21 - 4:02 p.m.

so of course my car is going to cost approx 500 PLUS to fix to be able to pass smog.

i dont want to pay it. my dad is supposedly saying he will. he wont. i dont want to count on him ever again. i want to get rid of any dependence i have on him AT ALL. this is the very last thing and do you see how much MORE trouble it brings me then LESS. gah!

So, im thinking, although my interest rates will be higher than they would be if i had already graduated, it might in the end be worth it.

I talked to my boss and she said that if i go to mission federal bank, they have rates really low, especailly for students of sdsu. and guess what, im an sdsu student.

My mom said that my step dad slightly mentioned that he should just buy me a car. i wont count on it, but at least it shows he cares, and might co-sign with me (making the interest rates lower) or at least help with a down payment.

and my boss said that i could trade my car in, even if it is under my dad's name, not a big problem at all. although i dont know if there is the problem with it not being up-to date with registration or whatever. not sure on those rules.

i told my mechanic that i was just going to pick up my car and think about it for a few days. it will cost me 70 bucks though, for the diagnostic and such. grrr. whatever though, cheaper than 500.

I start spring break starting friday @ 1:50 p.m. so im thinking on saturday when i was planning on going to san b anyway, i would maybe go car shopping with my step dad. maybe even just to "look around." they do have a mazda place there too...

i will only get a certified or warranty (or both) car though.

if somehow i can pull this off, i will do it. im sick of this car and im sick of dealing with my dad. he was soo freaking retarded on the phone today it was ridiculuos. he was stressed hardcore, but he didnt make ANY sense at all. he even suggested that i would try to co-sign with him. bullshit. i, cara ferguson, have better credit than he has.

blah. huge stressful mess. at least spring break is coming up so maybe i can deal with it.

also, my car got a ticket today, or at least the envelope that comes with the ticket, minus the ticket. so thats weird. not sure what that is.

also, i think i accidently threw out a netflix while cleaning out my car yesterday. grreeaat. so is it morals, say is it is missing or suck it up and pay for it. no idea.

alright, well i should go.

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