It's The Choices That We Choose

annoyance

2005-04-10 - 5:18 p.m.

can i say eww? yes, i can.

first, last night mike hung out with some chick from one of his classes last night. Went and saw one of his friend's bands at the ken club with her, and pat and some of her other friends, i guess. blah. i met the girl and she really isnt threatening at all, just why the fuck does he have to hang out with girls?? the only friends he hangs out with on a regular basis are GIRLS and it its really annoying the shit ouf of me.

AND, how weird is this... rachel's sister and dad are in town, and they invited mike to have dinner with them. how sweet. PUKE. fuck rachel. for some reason i have super animosity towards her. not a fan of her at all.

i talked to jeramy last thursday, and he saw them (mike and rachel) at his work, Gelato Vera, while she was in town. And he told me i had NOTHING to worry about and that she looked akward and weird. Yeah! for jeramy on that one.

so i am supposed to watch shark tale with mike tonight. he is just super annoying me right now. one, he called BOTH my phones while i was in the shower yesterday. so i called him back about 10 mins after he called me and he didnt pick up. I text messaged him saying why did he call. He NEVER called back. So thats annoying, especially cuz i knew he was hanging out with that girl. blah. And then today, i called him saying what the fuck, why didnt you call me. but in more pleasant terms. he was eating breakfast with faker during this. and then he calls me back. and we talk for a bit. we talk about watching shark tale this evening, but he has to do some shooting for this movie he is doing tonight, so it will be after that.

so i tell him find out with dave is really going to help you, then call me back. then he calls me back later and says so are you coming over tonight or what? So i say do you know if dave is going to help you, and he goes ok, let me call him and ask him. WERENT you supposed to do that like 2 hours ago??? GAH!!!

So i wait and it is depending on whether im going to do my last load of laundry or not. And he doesnt call me back. and so i call him. He doesnt pick up. He calls me right back though... to tell me oh yeah i was supposed to call you back huh? DUMBASS. so i say, yeah... and something where it sounds like im annoyed.

and then he tells me well dave is going to do it and oh yeah i have dinner plans with rachel's dad and sister. so in my head im like WHAT THE FUCK? and then he goes well they called me today, and its the first time we have gone to dinner together without rachel being there, but thats because we always lived in the same state. blah. i understand it, but whatever, the mention of rachel just pisses me off.

he knows i dont like her, but i never said it implicity. i know she didnt like me, although mike said she never said that. but i think he is lying or holding something back, by the way he says it. who knows. whatever.

so now if we watch this movie it prob wont be until 11, and i have work at 8am. I really want to watch it too, and now dave is supposed to watch it with us. so now we are stuck to it. gah!

its better for my writing my paper and such, but its still annoying. all of this. and im super exxagerating, but at least this way it will get out of my system so i can be less annoyed with mike when i see him and things can be better than worse.

he really didnt do much wrong, so i cant be actually mad at him. but i can be annoyed with him for right now.

by the way, today, i did my web marketing stuff work from home. i added about 100 things to this thing, which takes about 15 mins to do each, and i fucked up on them all because of like on spacing in the link. FUCK. so i had to resubmit all of them AGAIN. this time it was a little bit easier, but i wasted about 2 hours of my time. awesome! but i finally finished it.

I also have done 3 loads of laundry, one on the way. Did research for 1/3 of my take home midterm (which helps out a LOT, it will prob only take me about 30 mins to an hour to finish that 1/3 of the paper now). I also cleaned my car at the do-it-yourself car wash. first time guys, and i wasnt too terrible. So in midst of mike annoying me, thats what ive done. Now onto at least finishing that 1/3 of my paper.

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