It's The Choices That We Choose

class sched from hell

2005-05-03 - 3:09 p.m.

today... not too fantastic.

went to my dentist appointment, and have 4 cavities. i only had them fill in 2, on one side of my mouth, because i had a potential speech, and didnt want to be all numb for it. I also had a professional cleaning, finally. that hurt like a bitch. basically all of it didnt feel too good and i was numb for 2 hours. that made me feel retarded. and all again next tuesday, to finish off the last two.

one good thing, i didnt have to do my speech today, but the downside to that is that i HAVE to do it on tuesday, and we have to argue something we know NOTHNG about. so thats awesome.

Also found out that i have to abide by a different catalog year, which is making me take more classes. So with it, i need 39 units left, and have to try to finish those in 2 semesters. That is highly unlikely, with the fact that i have to work, and might possibly have to still work two jobs, which by the looks of it, i cant do it.

maybe i should just quit kpbs. i dont know. i guess i could. my loyalty doesnt mean THAT much, i suppose.

but still... i have to take 18 untis one semester and 21 another. that IS... if i can pass the stupid rws test i signed up for today. the one i failed before. im SURE i could pass it, i have no idea how i failed it before.

That is plan RIDICULOUS, and who knows about me actually getting all the classes i need.

so all of this is pretty stressful. I NEED to take summer school now, but i cant really afford it. I guess i could just take some out of my loan for next fall. maybe i could just make a crapload this summer to make up for it. I WILL be making more...

I think i might actually just do that. Summer school sucks, but graduating is a little bit better.

gah!

i guess if i take summer school then, 2 classes, i will prob only have to 18 one semester and potenially (pending on if i pass that test) 15 units another semester.

so if i take this on, i will most likely have to quit a job, and i think i am going to have to choose the one that actually applies to my career over the one im working at currently, at this present moment, aka KPBS.

i think i might just do that. I will just have to go to financial aid on thursday and ask them to take out the loan early so i can take summer school.

I will take summer school, one class each session, and work both jobs. I will be making a LOT more money than i made last summer, so i wont be dead poor. and MAYBE i can make enough to actually save money, to make up for the loan i took out early. and then quit the 2nd job at the end of august. or... just see how it goes...because if on some chance i get easy classes it wont be bad to take both classes.

if any of the classes are like my current comm classes, it wont be too big of a deal.

i guess i will just roll with the punches.

my mouth sure feels like i was punched in the right side of my jaw. gah!

ok, am going to go, for now.

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