It's The Choices That We Choose

long day

2005-05-04 - 4:15 p.m.

mike made me feel good this morning when he said, "you make me feel lazy with everything you do."

today, is long day. not a fan of it. especially since i really dont care for my night class at all. at least on thursdays i have a fun class with fun people and fun information.

got 5.5 hours TOPS last night. sucks, but im more awakre than usual. but i also have had ice tea TWICE today and am currently drinking a pepsi. plus today is super sweets day. First at the first job of the day, someon brought in chocolate chip/peanut butter cookies. AMAZING. and then at the 2nd job they had this student assistant appreciation lunch thing, where i got a lot of free food. and someone brought me a huge plate of cookies. i think i might give them to mike, as a pre-birthday thing. if he calls me back, that is.

i texted him telling him to call me. and he didnt, or so i thought. my phone was on silent, so i never heard it. and when i called him back, he didnt pick up. lame.

im either going to figure out mike's cake for his bday during my break between work and class, or im going to go to his house and give him this huge plate of cookies and potentially take a nap. thinking about it now, i cant get his cake now, because then it would get warm sitting in my car until 10pm tonight. so... nix that idea. if he doesnt pick up, then im just going to go home and get free dinner, and come back later. id rather he pick up though and let me come over.

tomorrow morning i have to go to the financial aid office and take out my fall loan for summer school, hopefully NOT fucking me over for next fall. gah!

and not only is that annoying but i have to wake up earlier now. not fun.

and tomorrow is mike's bday. He doesnt want to do anything for it, he didnt even want his roommates to know, which is weird and lame. i think he wants it a big deal, but doesnt want the rejection that comes with high expectations. understandable, i suppose. but i want him to be able to go over his expectations. oh well.

i think i am going to ditch my last ever mental illness class, and buy mike some pizza and beer (him buying, me paying for, cuz not until june 12th can i buy legally). Also the cake/pie thing will have to work out at some point. not sure how.

i wish i wasnt at work right now. i have been here since 2, it is now 4:30, and i have done about 15 mins of work. not that im lazy, just that there is NOTHING to do.

i want to LEAVE NOW!!!!!!!!!

ok, im sure i can survive another 30 mins, but i wont be happy about it, i promise.

at least i look cute today. i look all business casual. i like it.

my web marketing job though, i do diff things everyday which i like, but sometimes i cant finish big projects because of the small interruptions. one "small interuption" today caused me to discard my big project that will set me back a few days. oh well. But i feel like they might expect more from me, and im not getting it done.

i told my boss today starting may 20th i can work more hours. and he said i will let you know if there will be a change in my hours, or something to that effect. it sounded like he is hesistant in giving me more, but i thought he wanted more. im working in 2 weeks what he wanted me to work in one, initially. so im a little confused on that. cant he just say, great work m-f from this time to that time starting then, and then you will become rich. awesome. but thats not what he said, making me paranoid about him wanting to keep me, etc.

ive made a few mistakes, but most of them are not my fault, but appear to be. but all new people are allowed a few? and im not the one who is repsonsible for selling a 124 dollar necklace for 19 bucks, and that person isnt getting in trouble. so i SHOULD be fine. but new people getting hired or coming in and its weird to me. maybe this place has frequent people quitting, low retention rate or something.

ok, now i gotta go. bye.

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