It's The Choices That We Choose

annoying day yesterday

2005-05-25 - 6:51 a.m.

Yesterday was a pretty frusterating day.

First, i got NO sleep, because mike was all super stressed out about how he couldnt find his headphones and he couldnt fall asleep. He was up until 230am, tossing and turning, leaving the room to go watch a movie, etc. It was VERY annoying. So i prob fell asleep by 230am, and then woke up at 645am. AND i forgot my caffiene at work. blah.

another thing, this bitch of a lady wrote some stupid email at kpbs, saying how im not committed at kpbs because im not there 24/7 updating the news when susan isnt there, and they would like to know what i really do. so i told them, i do what i can, i do all that is needed. The only fuck up part is that reporters are too fucking stupid to save their scripts in a certain folder so i can post their story to the web. gah, the idiocy sometimes. Even susan got pissed, cuz she is on vacation and this lady, whoever the fuck she is, is all like susan are you answering your emails? can you do this and that? so she replies, i have done everything i needed, i got peole to cover for me, so im not going to answer anymore emails, im going to enjoy my vacation like everyone else gets to, insert bitch here.

So i get off my first job, (a little early since i have stuff to do before my second job) and go pick up my paycheck, deposit it, pick up my new birth control prescription, which is CHEAPER than the LAST prescription, but STILL 10.50 more. thanks Doc.

At my 2nd job, i get there, spend about 30 mins there than russ is like, can you go to downtown to me to pick up some papers. First off, i HATE downtown, with a passion. HATE. whatever, so i did it. i leave around 230, get there around 245 and find parking around 315. yeah, 30 mins bitches AND it was fucking 10 blocks away and im in HEELS and i only put enough money into the meter for 22 minutes. So i had to walk as fast as i could down there in HEELS. I get 2 guys immediately whistling at me, and no its not a good thing, it is one of my pet peeves. i am NOT a dog, so shut the fuck up guys. I also see this lady trying to start a fight with someone else, screaming obscenities, talking about racist stuff, etc. So i get the stupid thing im supposed to get, FINALLY, and start walking back. Then i see that lady starting the fight get arrested, and the same morons around, who make me feel nevous.

I finally get back to KPBS around 345 after walking everywhere in HEELS. so by this time i have a little more than an hour to finish up what i do in 4 hours. awesome. then this other web guy walks in and decides to have this huge talk about what i do on the web, my second explanation of the day, and how it should improve, etc. i think its the crappiest thing we offer, the end of it. dont invest, not worth it. we get like 4 new stories a day, i really am weirded out by the people who check it regularly.

anyways, so that was super annoying. and i get back to mike's where andrea is meeting me to watch the suns vs spurs game. we get pizza and alcohol. and mike turns all super anti social and all weird. at one point he just leaves and is hanging out in faker's room. im pretty annoyed by this, and weirded out, like i did something to bother him. he was giving clear signals to us, telling us he didnt want us there, which i think was really rude and pissed me off. but andrea was there so i couldnt really talk to him about it. so we wait a little while to leave, since we drank a bottle of smirnoff or something. and then we leave, when i really didnt feel comfortable leaving, whatever. he said he just wanted a little time to himself, and that we see each other all the time. im like YEAH, but why do you have to pull this bullshit when my friend is here. my friend you dont even know, my friend whose opinion means a lot to me, etc. i think its because guys are fucking selfish, when it comes to things like this and only do what they want to do when they want to do it, and dont think about the social implications, cuz they are retarded.

so today, im doing what i told molly not to do yesterday, except in this case, not call mike. he wanted space, he needs to study, so whatever, im not calling him.

we are supposed to go camping on thursday with a bunch of his friends from class, who are ALL girls. i already dont like 2 of them. one is ok, but still annoying to me, cuz she is a girl who is taking pictures of my boyfriend, and hanging out with him, etc.

ok i need to go, im going to be late for work.

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