It's The Choices That We Choose

im pathetic.

2005-06-05 - 1:08 p.m.

i already miss him. i am officially pathetic.

that could also be contributed to the fact that no one is around right now, and i dont have anything that i "have" to do. i guess its good im doing summer school, so i can be kept busy at least a little bit when im off of work.

he just called me a few moments ago, to tell me he got into houston. aww. i was the first one he called. how cute. he hadnt even called his parents yet today about picking him up at the airport. mikey, mikey, mikey. hahha.

so now, i will be able to focus more on friends, schools and just getting things done in general. i have to keep that mind set.

its just weird, because we usually always hang out on sundays, my day off, and do things like watch movies all day, etc.

and we watched this really intense episode last night on six feet under. im DYING to see the next one, but i have to wait until mike get's back. grr.

what will suck most about this, is that while he is in brazil we wont be able to talk at all. i think he might be able to call me on my birthday if he buys a phone card or something, but other than that, nothing. i think he might send me a postcard. im not sure about internet out there. if it is, he will email me, probably.

im excited about tegan and sara and bright eyes and the faitn this week though. and also my birthday on sunday! my family is coming down, molly you are invited, and andrea. i think we might hang out at the beach, or do something tourist-like. any ideas? a bunch of people who arent into art, and it might be cold out. who knows.

i think we are going to go to dinner, around like 4 or 5. they always leave early. we are going to ponce's, a mexican food place that is DELICIOUS! i went there on my pretend birthday with mike. mmm. and then once they leave, my goal is go to something like dave and busters with andrea and molly and play a lot of video games and have fun. yes im a kid.

i dont know, anyone have better ideas? i cant get wasted really, because i have work the next day at 8am. and i have more days to get wasted. plus, i dont think i ever want to get wasted. ok, i have been pretty drunk before though, but thats only okay when mike is around and im at home. i dont prefer to look like an ass. so thats that, not getting wasted.

hopefully molly and i will be able to hang out on other days too this week, because i will be lonely and she is the perfect cure for loneliness. hahaha.

ok, im going to go twiddle my thumbs for the next few hours till i sleep and start my drone week tomorrow. aka, do laundry, read a book, do ebay stuff, maybe work. i dont know, honestly. bah.

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