It's The Choices That We Choose

schedule might work out. crosses fingers.

2005-06-04 - 9:26 p.m.

if i get the schedule i want, i will be able to have class only 3 nights a week. These days include monday night, and tuesdays and thursdays. on tuesdays i will have class from 11am until 940pm, without breaks involved. on thursdays i would have class from 11am-640pm, no breaks involved either.

i think i could pull it off, if i dont work for kpbs. i think im going to have to call it quits, which is pretty terrible, because i really like my boss, i get a lot of free hours, but the time isnt flexible at all. if they were willing to give me tuesdays and thursdays off, i could do it, but i dont think they want that. even though i only do about 30 mins of work each day. except... my boss will be out on maternity leave during fall semester, so they need someone a lot more.

so basically in best interest for myself (regarding actually being able to graduate, and actually being able to not go insane), and in the best interest for kpbs, i think i will have to quit. i need to tell them soon.

i hope i can get the schedule, i want. one class is kinda up in the air, because there are only 25 spots and its with a really awesome teacher (i know because i already took her). but i am a senior now, and have priority registration in those terms. so maybe that will work out for me?? i hope so.

i think it will be better for me to quit kpbs anyway, because im not learning anything new, im always bored, and i feel like im wasting my life away. although the pay is decent, especially since i get 5 hours a week paid for that i dont work, and days off whenever i want paid. so that part is pretty sweet. plus, as i mentioned before i really like the boss. but she will be gone anyway in the fall, so i will dissapoint her by quitting, but i guess my loyalty to her, wont matter much, because she wont be there. they were considering hiring a temp anyway.

i wonder if i know anyone that would be good at the job, that would be interested in it. who knows.

on another note, mike leaves tomorrow morning for 22 days. right now he is working, the CLOSING shift. which means he doenst get out of work until 1230am. and then he has to be at the airport tomororw by 845am. or sometime around then. so thats awesome. but not.

since he has been gone tonight, and no friends are in town, it feels lonely already. all i have been doing since he left is read that sorority book (which by the way is SUPER interesting, it is called Pledged, and its the journalists account of sororities, by means of invesitgative reporting and pretending to be in a sorority). and i have also done the class schedule thing. the schedule thing is on the up and up for the most part, especially if i quit kpbs, because it will allow me to work with the web job a decent amount of hours, and also will help me get done with class, that are actually availble. i was scared they wouldnt be. some that i wanted arent, but that isnt a problem, until next semester.

i am thinking of taking 18 units the first semester, and if i pass that stupid upper division writing test that i took today, i will take 15 units my last semester. if i will only be working for the web place, i think 18 can work. it will be hard, because all of it is upper division, and all of it (except, unless i have to take another english class) will be communication classes. this way, maybe they will overlap and it wont be as much learning. probably.

also, with this schedule, it makes it so i could go to mike's friday after work, and then stay until sunday night or monday morning (depending on when i work). either way, i will get the weekend with him, most likely. that is, if he gets a job that will allow me to see him.

he promised not to pull a lets break up because we are moving deal though. thats what gabe did to me, and im not a fan of that. its so stupid, esp if we will only be living 1.5 hours away. it will be hard, but livable.

he said this vacation is kinda a test of how he will learn to handle the time apart, i hope he does well. i hope its not really a test. i have a feeling he will miss me a lot. supposedly one of his best friends from houston though might move to long beach. the guy is pretty cool, although extreme crazy. mike would be super happy if that could happen, i am hoping his friend wont dissapoint him. because mike knows no one and will get super depressed.

alright, enough talk about that. i think im going to take a nice relaxing shower, and then read some more. aww.

and tonight when mike gets back we are going to watch the flourescent whatever in the ocean. im pretty excited about that. i hope we see it. ive seen it before, it would be neat to see it again. i think it might be a long night, but i can most likely sleep all day tomorrow. got nothing else to do. maybe read for comm, but who wants to do that? haha.

ok, bye bye.

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