It's The Choices That We Choose

so i dont forget

2005-06-30 - 6:44 p.m.

so i dont forget.

after i got off work i called work to ask if he found something he was looking for. he had called me while i was at work to ask me.

when i talked to him i told him how frusterated i was and that i was in a bad mood. and then he let me vent.

i told him how im just mad cuz i feel like im wasting my time working at kpbs. and how i work all the fucking time and when im not working everyone else is. and how he just came back and is only here for a month and i wont be able to see him much. etc.

and he understood. that happened to him a LOT last semester. he let me vent and said it was ok with him. he doesnt normally let me vent like this and then tell me something afterwards, kind of like advice. it was nice.

he said he doesnt care about me waking him up every morning cuz of work. so thats nice. i was worried about that, especially this morning. but he is the sweetest anyway in the morning. most people are grumpy, but he is nicer than when he is super drunk. its great. hah.

and then i get home and he left me rent money with a cute little note. i like cute little things like that.

i think im being stupid about the mike thing. or that i thought it might be mike. when really it is all me.

im in a better mood right now. im supposed to hang out with molly later. and now i bought packaging stuff. im going to package my stuff up right after i write this.

i need to exercise but i dont feel like it. the end.

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