It's The Choices That We Choose

youre a fucking joke.

2005-07-12 - 3:40 p.m.

If you noticed, my diary is now unlocked. I had it locked previously so i could bitch about whatever i wanted and not have to worry about "certain" people seeing it. Now, i really dont give a fuck anymore. It was just bad about that "certain" person anyway.

So to you, certain person, i cant believe your nerve. What the fuck seriously?? YOU telling ME to be clean? Im not up to YOUR level of cleanliness? Hahahhaa. Thats a fucking joke.

Youre the one who has left sinkfuls of dishes full of mold, full of food that had been sitting in your room for MONTHS, on the living room table, convienantly right before you left for a fucking month or 2 weeks. Youre the one who refused to take out the trash so much that our house became infested with maggots. You have flies in your room because you have so much shit in your room. You leave your pads in your bedroom trashcan without toilet paper over it. You also leave these in the bathroom with no toilet paper wrapped over them, but it is only slightly more acceptable because at least its in the fucking bathroom. Why are USED pads, unwrapped in your ffucking bedroom anyway? eww.

You are fucking dirty. I may be "messy" but im not fucking dirty. My room has no FLIES in it, unless they flew from your room to mine. You left sooo much fucking shit in the fridge before you left that i had to throw it out, so dont talk about how "we need to clean our the fridge." fuck off, miss i left moldy soy milk and vegetables in the fridge, saying i could have them. right... like i want any of that shit. just throw it the fuck out and quit being lazy.

also you say its not lazy, that youre too busy or whatever. youre ALWAYS home, you ALWAYS have a movie in, so i dont buy it. Try working 45 hours a week and going to class. thanks.

Mike is only living at this place for 2wks while you are here. Who cares. Zeke has come over many times. You had friends stay here for 2 weeks before and i never got money for that. so fuck off. Can i not be a penny pincher but ask you money from them. i really dont care, i have the money from him, but geez, give it a day or two before you get back.

And how about you clean up the house. You have cleaned the bathroom, tops 3 times the entire time we lived here. I gave you ample time to do it too. I let it get really gross so you would say fuck it, i am a fucking slob i should pitch in sometimes too. I think you also cleaned the kitchen 3 times, tops, since you lived here. By the way, we have lived in this place for OVER a year. I just cant believe you are soo fucking ridiculous to try to tell ME to be cleaner.

Sure youre family and friends are coming. Whatever. But have you EVER cleaned up before MY family or friends came? NO. those were usually youre convienant time to put your moldy fucking dishes on the fucking kitchen table. so really, you can clean the house this time. Ive cleaned enough of YOUR shit. Im fucking over it.

And i would say this to your face, but whats the point, im moving out as soon as possible, within the next 2 weeks or so. I really dont want to deal with one of your tantrums.

also, dont make me turn down my computer noise. i can hear your tv all the time rumbling through my walls.

and dont pretend you are being sweet about it. i know youre not. I know you are really pissed. I see how you sweet talk your dad and bitch about him later. Im not retarded.

you are generally a nice person to me, but a terrible roommate. And dont try to tell ME to be clean, cuz thats a fucking joke.

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