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stress

2005-07-18 - 3:07 p.m.

ohhh my gosh. soo stressed right now. prob cuz there are things to be stressed about, in addition to me being all amped up anxiety style from the rockstar i drank this morning.

So this weekend was really busy. I was constantly doing something.

Saturday i went to long beach with mike. we finally found him an apt. it is right next to three colleges, so he will most likely be able to meet a lot of people that way. We hit a lot of traffic on the way back, and mike was almost an hour late to work. I think the rest of the night i just talked on the phone in a daze and went to sleep until i had to pick mike up.

Sunday, i went to my mom's house for my little brothers birthday. it was alright. i just hated the traffic and the driving and the lack of sleep.

also i never got laundry done, and my room is beyond messy. And i need to pack. I need to make copies of the keys but i havent had time during their hours. I need to get boxes, but the only time i have time is when im alone and i dont want to go alone, cuz im lame. and i got to look into this and that, etc. change over addresses, and also do homework and go to class. blah.

and mike is hanging out with his friend from houston right now. she seemed pretty cool. I met her this afternoon on my half hour lunch where i had time to deposit a check, change, get my books/folder and get lunch and go to work. it was ridiculous.

also, his phone is basically dead right now. so who knows if i will ever get ahold of him. i think he is going to judo tonight, but he could quite possibly not be. i would think he would invte me to go out with him tonight, but i know he doesnt have to.

work is super stressful right now too because we are in the middle of a contest, and a HUGE thing going on with our mayor resigning, and temp mayor, and the temp mayor being forced to jail amongst other council members after 24 hours or so of being in office. pretty bad deal. kinda funny. but stressful.

i need to go focus on that. i just needed to rant for a little bit.

wait also, i have a friend coming into town this weekend, which could be bad or good. i like her, but when mike is around it always makes things stressful between us. I hope it will just be good.

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