It's The Choices That We Choose

i need sleep

2005-07-26 - 10:27 p.m.

yea!!! I finished one paper.

I am done with homework until next Tuesday. Not really sure how i am going to get the paper done for Tuesday, but if it goes as fast as the one i did tonight i should be fine. But the one tonight was pretty easy, and the one on tuesday is a lot harder. At least i accomplished what my realistic goal was.

But with work, at the web job, i am having trouble with the environment. Everyone talks, and now because the boss is out on vacation they are playing msuic with the speakers on my desk. I love music, dont get me wrong, but i dont like it when i need to concentrate and i have a shitload of work to do.

also, i dont like music as much when its not my own. Even if i like some of the songs, if im not in control, its not as good. And she has been playing disco and bon jovi and blah. i cant take it.

she is a nice lady, good at heart, but the music, come on! i was pretty bitchy today about everything, kind of a smart ass. i need to stop doing that. i cant do that again.

that is why im going to read for about 20 mins or so and am going to sleep. I am going to sleep at least 8 hours tonight, at least thats the goal. Not probable, but its something more than 6 hours, thats for damn sure.

I bought a new desk, i hope its better than the one im on now, cuz my keyboard shakes the desk and its really annoying. maybe its the keyboard? I dont know. wait no, its me. I had it in a weird position.

also, i dropped off the mail key at my new house today. and when i walked in, it is starting to look like a real home, and im really excited about the move now. Finding new places for new things. Having space. Putting together furniture. Finally getting organized. Having a CLEAN room for longer than one day. Thatd be pretty sweet.

Although i have no idea what to do for decoration. I have music posters all over my walls right now, but im not sure i want that for the new place. There are certain ones i want to keep up, like some things mike made for me, or pics of him and me and my friends, but i dont know, maybe i want to be more grown up? Also, i will definitely need curtains. Wonder what i should get...any ideas? I like cheap.

ok off to read. Finish at least ONE book for this class. I highly doubt the 2 books required for this class will be completed by me.

maybe if i didnt go to movies, maybe if i didnt hang out with mike as much, or whatever. but hey, when i come home from a 11 hour day, do you really expect it to be normal for me to have motivation to read for hours. i dont. i just want to sit and stare after that point.

ok, well im going now.

oh yeah i was supposed to vote today, but didnt. i napped instead. yeah for being apathetic, like i bitched about a few entries ago. haha. i need sleep though. come on... haha

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