It's The Choices That We Choose

drone of a friday

2005-07-29 - 3:43 p.m.

with the parked car thing, am i surprised? i was annoyed, but not surprised. but this is the last day there, well unless tomorrow counts while im moving. whatever. im not sleeping there.

i decided to only write about things in here that i would say to someones face. lets see how long that will last.

i got annoyed also today because i thought i would be spending my lunch hour with mike. i bought tamales and called to tell him just as he was calling me to tell me he was going to his friends house instead.

its fine, whatever, he needs to hang out with his friends. but im borderline sick (well sick but ive been taking medicine so i feel only borderline sick) and fridays are the WORST days at work. i need a break in between where i can chill out with people who make me happy. i didnt get that.

also, i feel like im being annoying. not to mike though. just i dont know, whatever.

i am at kpbs right now, and really dont want to be here.

i HATE work on fridays. it sucks ass. everyone always goes home early. no one gives a shit. im at my wits end. and there is NOTHING to do, except like 30 mins of work. im completely wasting my life away on a beautiful day when all my friends are enjoying it. and everyone else seems to have the fucking day off, so why cant i? i know, its lame, but thats how it is on fridays.

once i am free from this place, which is in about 45 mins, i think teddy will be here. im going to meet up with her, and prob mike. maybe we will go out and eat dinner. who knows.

and then after that we are going to mikes going away party, given by landmark. it will be fun. good people there. i wanted to drink there, and i might even have a DD, but im having to take medicine and i dont think those mix well. esp with the likes of my stomach. so i will be pissed if thats the case.

i guess i could always use the alcohol to cover the sickness. and then i would feel shitter, and have to move tomorrow and be sick off my ass.

moving tomorrow, hopefully will go well. i have mostly everything packed. well everything except the stuff that i will be taking in my car.

i hope im feeling better, because moving with the way i feel now doesnt sound fun.

oh well. i can deal. i have pretty good medicine.

also, ive posted stories a few times and they arent showing up. unless this computer is retarded, something is wrong with the site, and i dont know what to do about that. no idea who the go-to person is about that one.

on monday, its back to the grind, but i have friday off. and thursday off at kpbs. which is nice.

i just want to go home and take a nap. like i did yesterday, but i have to entertain. and move tomorrow. i have a few more things i need to pack up, but no time to do it until tomorrow, probably.

i hope someone will buy me breakfast tomorrow. which they wont, cuz i will have to buy them food cuz they are helping me move. oh well.

i cant wait to be in the new house though. this weekend should be fun too. just these last few hours at work on friday sucks complete ass.

i dont get tickets to street scene either, which im pretty bummed about. i really wanted to see snoop. oh well. connections frazzled, and thats that.

i hope this mood goes away once 430 hits, cuz thats when im leaving.

bye bye. time to drone another 35 mins of my life away.

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